Wednesday, June 24, 2015

I can't technology

I have unintentionally successfully killed all the tablets in my house. How? I am not even sure, the screen just went black and wouldn't turn back on. One frozen in a middle of a update. Either way, they all met their demise in my hands. I took two of the three tablets to my Guam Dad and brother to take a look at. One of the two tablets, to my surprise was not dead at all in the sense of me breaking it. It just had an extremely dead battery. LOL! I am a genius---I can't technology.

"Soul On Fire"

For the past two months or so, I have been in a spiritual funk. I haven't had the desire to read my bible, pray, go to church or anything. I would occasionally do all of them but I wasn't into any of it. I was just going through the motions because I profess to be a Christian and its the Christian thing to do. 

To be honest, I am not sure what precipitated my mood changes or this funk. But whatever it was it has a lasting effect. Because I am not "connected" to Jesus like I normally am, my personality, attitude, and moods have changed. And if I am to be honest and quite frank, at times it was very unlike my normal self. In the past two months, I have used profane langauge and have treated others unkindly. I am ashamed at how I have been acting. I have apologized to those around me that I have hurt in the process. I still have a few people I need to reach out and apologize to. 

Lately I started listening to KLOVE again and it is slowing changing my life back around. This morning they played a song that spoke to my heart and has become my new spiritual motto..The song is called Soul on Fire by Third Day. I am posting two different videos of the same song because I like both versions. 

Anyway, I am hoping to get back on track soon.