Friday, December 6, 2013
Sunset of Guam
I just love the sunsets of Guam. Here is one the recent ones I witnessed as I sat on the beach.
Thursday, November 7, 2013
Sunday, November 3, 2013
November 1
October was a horrible month. So I have been praying and claiming that November will be a better month. Well November started with quite the bang.
Friday night I was babysitting my next door neighbor's baby. After the baby fell asleep I went outside to take my dog home. On my way back over to my neighbors house I see a snake in front of my driveway. I thought it was dead because a car drove over it. I ran into my neighbors house and then thought about it and decided I needed to figure out who to call to remove it. I went back outside to check and the snake was gone. I begin to freak out and started to look for this snake. Mind you this snake is loooong. Its length is longer than the width of my driveway. Anyway, I finally find the snake and its near my front door. I freak out even more and call my other neighbor. She calls the base police and they come and rescue me. By the time the police came the snake had moved to the area between my garbage bin and the living room. He used his flashlight to find it and grabbed it by the tail. He took it out to my driveway to see how long it was and this crazy thing was almost the length of my driveway. The police says that this is an unusually rare and large snake. He again grabs it by the tail and as if he is Indian Jones he whips the snake on the ground and kills it. To make sure its dead he crushes its head with his boots. Then asked for a plastic bag to put it in. He then had the nerve to ask me if I wanted to keep it? Ummm no thank you, please get the crazy long snake out of here......
Oh November, I pray you get better.
Friday night I was babysitting my next door neighbor's baby. After the baby fell asleep I went outside to take my dog home. On my way back over to my neighbors house I see a snake in front of my driveway. I thought it was dead because a car drove over it. I ran into my neighbors house and then thought about it and decided I needed to figure out who to call to remove it. I went back outside to check and the snake was gone. I begin to freak out and started to look for this snake. Mind you this snake is loooong. Its length is longer than the width of my driveway. Anyway, I finally find the snake and its near my front door. I freak out even more and call my other neighbor. She calls the base police and they come and rescue me. By the time the police came the snake had moved to the area between my garbage bin and the living room. He used his flashlight to find it and grabbed it by the tail. He took it out to my driveway to see how long it was and this crazy thing was almost the length of my driveway. The police says that this is an unusually rare and large snake. He again grabs it by the tail and as if he is Indian Jones he whips the snake on the ground and kills it. To make sure its dead he crushes its head with his boots. Then asked for a plastic bag to put it in. He then had the nerve to ask me if I wanted to keep it? Ummm no thank you, please get the crazy long snake out of here......
Oh November, I pray you get better.
Monday, October 14, 2013
My version of homemade baked macaroni and cheese
So for the year 2013 I have been trying to get away from eating processed foods as much as I can. It has been an interesting journey thus far. My baking has been very successful. The cooking is taking a bit longer to get into full swing. But I am still working at it..I have been trying to do mac and cheese and its been an up and down process...I mastered the whole making it from scratch but I hadn't found the flavor that spoke to my soul....But folks, today I hit the jackpot. I finally created a concoction mixture of spices that made this macaroni and cheese speak to my soul...I am finally satisfied. Here is what it looks like:
Sunday, October 13, 2013
Thursday, August 22, 2013
Blog Pause
Hello Dear Readers,
For those of you who follow my blog on a somewhat regular basis. Please forgive my silence the last several weeks. A lot has been going on in life and I haven't had time to sit down, process it all and write about it...But I do hope to get back to blogging in the next few weeks. So please hang on a bit longer.
Respectfully,
Simply That......
For those of you who follow my blog on a somewhat regular basis. Please forgive my silence the last several weeks. A lot has been going on in life and I haven't had time to sit down, process it all and write about it...But I do hope to get back to blogging in the next few weeks. So please hang on a bit longer.
Respectfully,
Simply That......
Thursday, July 18, 2013
Thought of day: July 18, 2013
The following is from the devotional book Jesus Calling by Sarah Young. It is dated July 18 and can be found on page 209.
I am nearer than you think, richly present in all your moments. You are connected to Me by Love-bonds that nothing can server. However, you may sometimes feel alone, because your union with Me is invisible. Ask Me to open your eyes, so that you can find Me everywhere. The more aware you are of My Presence, the safer you feel. This is not some sort of escape from reality; its is tuning in to ultimate reality. I am for more Real than the world you can see, hear, and touch, Faith is the confirmation of things we do not see and the conviction of their reality, perceiving as real fact what is not revealed to the senses.
Acts 17:27-28; Hebrews 11:1 (Amp)
I am nearer than you think, richly present in all your moments. You are connected to Me by Love-bonds that nothing can server. However, you may sometimes feel alone, because your union with Me is invisible. Ask Me to open your eyes, so that you can find Me everywhere. The more aware you are of My Presence, the safer you feel. This is not some sort of escape from reality; its is tuning in to ultimate reality. I am for more Real than the world you can see, hear, and touch, Faith is the confirmation of things we do not see and the conviction of their reality, perceiving as real fact what is not revealed to the senses.
Acts 17:27-28; Hebrews 11:1 (Amp)
Wednesday, July 17, 2013
Thought of the day July 17, 2013
The following is from my women's devotion Blessed edited by Ardis Dick Stenbakken. This particular entry was written by Cleopatra Wallace on page 205 dated July 17. I am sharing this with you because it really spoke to me today as I was having a bad morning.
Standing Up For God
In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct your paths. Prov. 3:5,6, NKJV
Becoming a nurse anesthetist had been my lifelong dream and passion, and my prayers for years. Since leaving Northern Caribbean University in 1998, I had made my request known to God and worked diligently towards that goal.
In 2010 I was granted an interview for acceptance into the program at a prestigious school. Each applicant had to sit through two different interviewer panels. After completing the first interview I was directed to the second room. The last interviewer who spoke to me was the program director. She said, "Cleopatra, I see that you took a class this summer and made a B in it. If you can take only one class and still earn just a B, how are you going to take four classes and makes A's? Don't you know that A's are important? I really don't think you're a good fit for such a strenuous program." My heart sank when I heard that. I tried to explain myself, but most of all I trusted in God.
For the particular class she had referred to, all the exams were online, and the instructor told us that we should do the exam alone. Some of my classmates were surprised that I was actually doing it alone and encouraged me to write the exam with them. I was tempted, but decided to do the right thing even if it meant failing. At least I would do it honestly.
After leaving the interview, I continued to pray, and I also asked for prayer. I have always believed in "much prayer, much power." You can only imagine how elated I was when I received the call the next day that I had been accepted into the program. Indeed, when you stand up for God, He will stand up for you.
God hears our deepest desires, utterances, and cries. He knows our hearts, and He will withhold nothing good from His children. Why don't we trust Him today? I have had many failures and heartaches working toward my goal, but all things do work for good when your serve Him. I am just starting my journey--which will be a tedious one--but I know that God is mighty and just to grant the desires of my heart. "Take delight in the Lord, and He will give you your heart's desires" (Ps. 37:4, NLT).
Written by Cleopatra Wallace
Standing Up For God
In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct your paths. Prov. 3:5,6, NKJV
Becoming a nurse anesthetist had been my lifelong dream and passion, and my prayers for years. Since leaving Northern Caribbean University in 1998, I had made my request known to God and worked diligently towards that goal.
In 2010 I was granted an interview for acceptance into the program at a prestigious school. Each applicant had to sit through two different interviewer panels. After completing the first interview I was directed to the second room. The last interviewer who spoke to me was the program director. She said, "Cleopatra, I see that you took a class this summer and made a B in it. If you can take only one class and still earn just a B, how are you going to take four classes and makes A's? Don't you know that A's are important? I really don't think you're a good fit for such a strenuous program." My heart sank when I heard that. I tried to explain myself, but most of all I trusted in God.
For the particular class she had referred to, all the exams were online, and the instructor told us that we should do the exam alone. Some of my classmates were surprised that I was actually doing it alone and encouraged me to write the exam with them. I was tempted, but decided to do the right thing even if it meant failing. At least I would do it honestly.
After leaving the interview, I continued to pray, and I also asked for prayer. I have always believed in "much prayer, much power." You can only imagine how elated I was when I received the call the next day that I had been accepted into the program. Indeed, when you stand up for God, He will stand up for you.
God hears our deepest desires, utterances, and cries. He knows our hearts, and He will withhold nothing good from His children. Why don't we trust Him today? I have had many failures and heartaches working toward my goal, but all things do work for good when your serve Him. I am just starting my journey--which will be a tedious one--but I know that God is mighty and just to grant the desires of my heart. "Take delight in the Lord, and He will give you your heart's desires" (Ps. 37:4, NLT).
Written by Cleopatra Wallace
Monday, July 15, 2013
God and Yoda
On June 8th my husband and I adopted a dog. We named him Yoda. In the month that we have had him there has been many frustrating experiences and crazy thoughts. However, as I look back over the month, I am humbled because of the comparison my relationship with Yoda has with my relationship with God. Here is what I have learned through this experience:
- Yoda still loves me unconditionally even though I yell, put him in time out, and give him the silent treatment on occasion. I have a love-hate relationship with my dog at the moment but with God's help it will be a loving relationship. How does this compare to my walk with God? Well I yell at God, give Him the silent treatment, even try to put God in time out for not giving me what I asked for. God's response is always that of love. He takes me back with open arms each and every time.
- Yoda has runaway twice, urinated in our house countless of times, and jumped on furniture (which a no-no in our house). These and much more behaviors have driven me crazy to the point of I seriously contemplate finding him another suitable home. When I voice these thoughts to my family and friends, they all say they are praying and then proceed to advocate for Yoda. This here was humbling, because I know I am not a saint and yet there are many people praying on my behalf and above all Jesus intercedes for me before His father. When judgement day comes, it will be Jesus who is my advocate.
- I have wanted to give up on Yoda so many times I can't even tell you a number. And then I was reminded by others that we can't give up on family. But even larger than family, I realized that through my sinful nature, God has yet to give up on me. In fact, He gives me another chance on a very regular basis. So if God isn't giving up on me, I can't give up on Yoda.
- I have been praying for better behavior and trying to work with him to show him what it is that I expect from him. It made realize its the same with God. He explains through His Word what it is that is expected of me, and He puts life situations in place to help me get back on track. I am sure God gets upset with me to but again He is very patient and forgiving. Something I am learning to do as I realize how God is showing me what I am like at times through Yoda..
So as I reflect on this I am humbled and very thankful to God that He doesn't treat me the way that I have been treating Yoda. I am happy to report though through God's grace and blessings, Yoda and I are on the road to recovery and a happy relationship. His behavior has started to change and I am starting to learn the art of patience when it comes to this very active dog.
Sunday, July 14, 2013
Dinner for tonight
Today I experimented with making my very own spicy black bean veggie burger. It came out very well, if I may say so myself. The rest of the entree was Jasmine rice and mixed vegetables...It was a quite a delicious meal.
These are my attempts these days as I am trying to eat healthier and spend less money.
These are my attempts these days as I am trying to eat healthier and spend less money.
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| Before going into the oven |
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| Right out of the oven |
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| The finished product |
Friday, July 5, 2013
Having the mean reds
Disclaimer: I apologize in advance for being in a downer mood and complaining. Please do not read any further if you are not in the mood to read a sad post.
Today was not an easy day. It was a very lazy day and a very sad day. No tears were involved. But I sure did feel frustrated, overwhelmed, sad and lonely. I guess all in all I kind of feel lost/afraid on some level.
I'm at a stand still in life for the moment. I'm having a mean red day (if you've watched Breakfast at Tiffany's, you know what I am talking about). With the exception that I can explain my fears to some extent. Here's my attempt to explain my mood/thoughts.
Can't do much as funds are limited, I don't know many people and the people I do know here on the island were all busy today. My husband is still gone and will be for a very long time (its going by really slowly). I really miss him.
And as for as work goes, its all a waiting game at this point. I applied for a job I really want and am excited for. I am waiting to see if my resume will go to the next level. In the meantime, I am studying to take my licensure exam, which is in two weeks.
Our truck needs to go to the vehicle hospital. It's sick and I am not sure what's wrong with it. I just know that it isn't running like normal and as of yesterday the check engine light came one. Solution, get the truck looked at and fix. However, its not that simple, that requires money which in our present situation is a very limited thing..Which goes back to the whole I hope I get this job so that there is a little bit more to work with budget wise.
I had a very bad hair day today, which when you are feeling down is just one more thing that wears you out and down.
Yoda was sick today, he threw up, and wouldn't eat or drink, which also meant he wouldn't go to the bathroom.
Today was not an easy day. It was a very lazy day and a very sad day. No tears were involved. But I sure did feel frustrated, overwhelmed, sad and lonely. I guess all in all I kind of feel lost/afraid on some level.
I'm at a stand still in life for the moment. I'm having a mean red day (if you've watched Breakfast at Tiffany's, you know what I am talking about). With the exception that I can explain my fears to some extent. Here's my attempt to explain my mood/thoughts.
Can't do much as funds are limited, I don't know many people and the people I do know here on the island were all busy today. My husband is still gone and will be for a very long time (its going by really slowly). I really miss him.
And as for as work goes, its all a waiting game at this point. I applied for a job I really want and am excited for. I am waiting to see if my resume will go to the next level. In the meantime, I am studying to take my licensure exam, which is in two weeks.
Our truck needs to go to the vehicle hospital. It's sick and I am not sure what's wrong with it. I just know that it isn't running like normal and as of yesterday the check engine light came one. Solution, get the truck looked at and fix. However, its not that simple, that requires money which in our present situation is a very limited thing..Which goes back to the whole I hope I get this job so that there is a little bit more to work with budget wise.
I had a very bad hair day today, which when you are feeling down is just one more thing that wears you out and down.
Yoda was sick today, he threw up, and wouldn't eat or drink, which also meant he wouldn't go to the bathroom.
Thursday, July 4, 2013
Crossing Your Jordan
The following is from the woman's devotion Blessed edited by Ardis Dick Stenbakken. This particular entry is dated June 22 and is on page 180.
Crossing Your Jordan
I have set the Lord always before me: because he is at my right hand, I shall not be moved. Ps. 16:8.
At a certain time of the year the Jordan River, is in flood stage; the banks overflow and there is no way across--it is impassable. But on one occasion during Israel's history the Israelites were instructed by God through Joshua, "Now therefore arise, go over this Jordan, thou, and all this people, until the land which I do give to them, even to the children of Israel" (Joshua 1:2). I think that at the time of the instruction, the melting snow had made the river deeper and wider. The Israelites were in a difficult situation, and in front of them was the river Jordan. God however had spoken: "Arise, go over this Jordan."
They had received their instructions. Believing that God was with them, they put their trust in God. They lined up and marched toward the river, the priests leading the way. When they reached the edge of the Jordan, the priests stepped into the water, and the Lord God omnipotent created dry land for them to walk on. The waters parted, and they all crossed over.
Whatever you Jordan is today, whether an unexpected test, an unforeseen situation that demands a lot of you, a friend encouraging wrong, a male friend trying to lead you into sexual impropriety, a colleague encouraging you to compromise your principles and make some quick cash, or even bills you cannot pay, the Lord is saying, "Arise and go across".
Trust in the Lord. Believe in Him. He will carry you through. Trust in the Lord. He wants to do wonders for you. Trust in the Lord. He is always at your right hand. You do not have to cross your Jordan alone. God is beside you; He will never leave you nor forsake you. He has engraved your name in the palm of His hand--that is how precious you are to Him. He will do everything to keep you safe.
Allow Him to lead and take care of you. But it must e a conscious decision. You must make the choice to let God lead. The Israelites did it, and they safely crossed a previously raging river into the Promised Land.
God did it for them back then, and He will do it for you today. Only trust Him.
Written by Sanjo Angella Jeffrey
Crossing Your Jordan
I have set the Lord always before me: because he is at my right hand, I shall not be moved. Ps. 16:8.
At a certain time of the year the Jordan River, is in flood stage; the banks overflow and there is no way across--it is impassable. But on one occasion during Israel's history the Israelites were instructed by God through Joshua, "Now therefore arise, go over this Jordan, thou, and all this people, until the land which I do give to them, even to the children of Israel" (Joshua 1:2). I think that at the time of the instruction, the melting snow had made the river deeper and wider. The Israelites were in a difficult situation, and in front of them was the river Jordan. God however had spoken: "Arise, go over this Jordan."
They had received their instructions. Believing that God was with them, they put their trust in God. They lined up and marched toward the river, the priests leading the way. When they reached the edge of the Jordan, the priests stepped into the water, and the Lord God omnipotent created dry land for them to walk on. The waters parted, and they all crossed over.
Whatever you Jordan is today, whether an unexpected test, an unforeseen situation that demands a lot of you, a friend encouraging wrong, a male friend trying to lead you into sexual impropriety, a colleague encouraging you to compromise your principles and make some quick cash, or even bills you cannot pay, the Lord is saying, "Arise and go across".
Trust in the Lord. Believe in Him. He will carry you through. Trust in the Lord. He wants to do wonders for you. Trust in the Lord. He is always at your right hand. You do not have to cross your Jordan alone. God is beside you; He will never leave you nor forsake you. He has engraved your name in the palm of His hand--that is how precious you are to Him. He will do everything to keep you safe.
Allow Him to lead and take care of you. But it must e a conscious decision. You must make the choice to let God lead. The Israelites did it, and they safely crossed a previously raging river into the Promised Land.
God did it for them back then, and He will do it for you today. Only trust Him.
Written by Sanjo Angella Jeffrey
Fervently Desired
The following is from the devotional book One Year Alone with God by Ava Pennington. This particular entry can be found on page 197.
Fervently Desired
Isaiah 9:1-7
The zeal of the Lord of hosts will accomplish this. Isaiah 9:7
How eager are you to restore a relationship with someone who is unfriendly or even hostile toward you? What would you be willing to sacrifice to make it happen? Time? Money? How about the life of your beloved, only child?
The prophet Isaiah looked to a clay when the Lord would send the Messiah to redeem His people. Isaiah described a time when the light of salvation would dawn across the nation as God's Anointed One took His rightful place to rule over Israel. Isaiah also described God's eagerness to make this happen. "The zeal of the Lord of hosts will accomplish this" (Isa. 9:7).
Zealousness indicated an eager or fervent desire for something. Even if we are eager to restore a broken relationship, however, it is doubtful any of us would be willing to sacrifice one of our children.
God, in all His omniscience, knew exactly what it would cost to redeem His people. Still, He was zealous--eager, fervent--to make it happen, not because He wished pain on His Son, but because it was the only way to restore us to Him. That is how much He loves us.
Lord, thank You for Your zealous desire to do what I could not have done for myself.
How zealous am I to cultivate the relationship God so willingly provided to me?
Fervently Desired
Isaiah 9:1-7
The zeal of the Lord of hosts will accomplish this. Isaiah 9:7
How eager are you to restore a relationship with someone who is unfriendly or even hostile toward you? What would you be willing to sacrifice to make it happen? Time? Money? How about the life of your beloved, only child?
The prophet Isaiah looked to a clay when the Lord would send the Messiah to redeem His people. Isaiah described a time when the light of salvation would dawn across the nation as God's Anointed One took His rightful place to rule over Israel. Isaiah also described God's eagerness to make this happen. "The zeal of the Lord of hosts will accomplish this" (Isa. 9:7).
Zealousness indicated an eager or fervent desire for something. Even if we are eager to restore a broken relationship, however, it is doubtful any of us would be willing to sacrifice one of our children.
God, in all His omniscience, knew exactly what it would cost to redeem His people. Still, He was zealous--eager, fervent--to make it happen, not because He wished pain on His Son, but because it was the only way to restore us to Him. That is how much He loves us.
Lord, thank You for Your zealous desire to do what I could not have done for myself.
How zealous am I to cultivate the relationship God so willingly provided to me?
July 5
The following is from the book "Jesus Calling" by Sarah Young dated July 5.
"Draw near to Me with a thankful heart, aware that your cup is overflowing with blessings. Gratitude enables you to perceive Me more clearly and to rejoice in our Love-relationship. Nothing can separate you from My loving Presence! That is the basis of your security. Whenever you start to feel anxious, remind yourself that your security rests in Me alone, am I am totally trustworthy,
You will never be in control of your lie circumstances, but you can relax and trust in My control. Instead of striving for a predictable, safe lifestyle, seek to know Me in greater depth and breadth. I long to make your life a glorious adventure, but you must stop clinging to old ways. I am always doing something new within My beloved ones. Be on the lookout for all that I have prepared for you."
Romans 8:38-39; Psalm 56:3-4; Isaiah 43:19
"Draw near to Me with a thankful heart, aware that your cup is overflowing with blessings. Gratitude enables you to perceive Me more clearly and to rejoice in our Love-relationship. Nothing can separate you from My loving Presence! That is the basis of your security. Whenever you start to feel anxious, remind yourself that your security rests in Me alone, am I am totally trustworthy,
You will never be in control of your lie circumstances, but you can relax and trust in My control. Instead of striving for a predictable, safe lifestyle, seek to know Me in greater depth and breadth. I long to make your life a glorious adventure, but you must stop clinging to old ways. I am always doing something new within My beloved ones. Be on the lookout for all that I have prepared for you."
Romans 8:38-39; Psalm 56:3-4; Isaiah 43:19
Wednesday, July 3, 2013
Deployment
A week ago today, on our one and a half year wedding anniversary, my husband deployed. He will be gone for six months. He will miss my birthday, Thanksgiving, Christmas, our wedding anniversary, and new years. It has been a very long week. So if this is indicative of how the next six months are going to be...its going to be a looong journey. Right now its especially hard because I have no contact with my husband, and won't for a few more weeks.
The day he left, I was such an emotional basket case. I cried all day. Literally. Our poor dog tried to console me, but I was inconsolable. I even went out with some friends and while I enjoyed their company it didn't help. I cried in their presence.
The next few days and since then I have tried really hard to stay busy and meet people so that I don't feel alone in this new environment of ours. Yoda, our dog, even acted out a bit.
It hasn't been easy but I am really trying to adjust not having my husband around. I really miss him. My days are not the same with out him. Sleeping is not the same when he is not laying next to me. Needless to say, I am still an emotional case but I am not as bad as day one.
So what have I been doing to try and cope and manage life?
The day he left, I was such an emotional basket case. I cried all day. Literally. Our poor dog tried to console me, but I was inconsolable. I even went out with some friends and while I enjoyed their company it didn't help. I cried in their presence.
The next few days and since then I have tried really hard to stay busy and meet people so that I don't feel alone in this new environment of ours. Yoda, our dog, even acted out a bit.
It hasn't been easy but I am really trying to adjust not having my husband around. I really miss him. My days are not the same with out him. Sleeping is not the same when he is not laying next to me. Needless to say, I am still an emotional case but I am not as bad as day one.
So what have I been doing to try and cope and manage life?
- Well I have applied to several jobs. The job I applied to this morning is the one I really want so I am praying and asking God to work it out for me.
- I officially registered to take my LMSW exam for the second time. I am praying I pass it this time around.
- I have meet a few of the other wives of the sailors on my husband boat.
- I have gone to church.
- I road a carabao (different from a caribou). Quite the experience, made me think of veggie tales:
- I am learning to deal with a dog on my own, which is not easy when you have never had a dog before.
- I have come up with lists of things I would like to do while we are here in Guam and another of what I would like to do/accomplish while my husband is gone.
- Tried to get our truck fixed but due to lack of funds is a very slow going process.
- And lastly, I started a notebook, I write a letter to my husband everyday and will give him the notebook when he gets home.
Even though I have kept myself busy, I am still missing my hubby. I feel like half of me and my heart are gone. I keep telling myself if I can make it through boot-camp which was nine weeks long, then I am going to have to break the six months into nine week segments. I know there will be great days, good days, bad days, and ugly days. My prayer and goal is that no matter what kind of day I am having I need to stay busy so that I don't have a repeat of day one. Here's to the next twenty-three weeks of my life.....
Sunday, June 30, 2013
The Clay
The following if from the book "One Year with God" by Ava Pennington. It can be found on page 165.
Does the clay say to the potter, "what are you making"? Isaiah 45:9
"You can be anything you want to be, if you set your mind to it." This may be motivational, but its not true. What if I wanted to be a mountain lion or an eagle?
Our Potter has fashioned each of us to be precisely what He wants us to be for His purposes. We don't know why God made some of us men and some women, but He did. We don't know why He made some of us with dark features and some light, but He did. We don't now why He made some of us extroverted and some introverted, but He did.
While we may not know anyone who has told God they would rather be a mountain lion or an eagle, we all know people who have decided the Potter made a mistake. They think they know better than He does as to what is best for them. The clay tries to mold itself. In extreme cases, we see men and women even changing genders. The clay refuses to admit it does not know better than the Potter.
Our greatest satisfaction comes from being exactly what our Potter created us to be.
Creator God, forgive me for the times I try to usurp Your role as my Potter. Show me where I have tried to mold myself instead of trusting Your skill.
How have I tried to force a change in my life that the Potter has not intended?
Does the clay say to the potter, "what are you making"? Isaiah 45:9
"You can be anything you want to be, if you set your mind to it." This may be motivational, but its not true. What if I wanted to be a mountain lion or an eagle?
Our Potter has fashioned each of us to be precisely what He wants us to be for His purposes. We don't know why God made some of us men and some women, but He did. We don't know why He made some of us with dark features and some light, but He did. We don't now why He made some of us extroverted and some introverted, but He did.
While we may not know anyone who has told God they would rather be a mountain lion or an eagle, we all know people who have decided the Potter made a mistake. They think they know better than He does as to what is best for them. The clay tries to mold itself. In extreme cases, we see men and women even changing genders. The clay refuses to admit it does not know better than the Potter.
Our greatest satisfaction comes from being exactly what our Potter created us to be.
Creator God, forgive me for the times I try to usurp Your role as my Potter. Show me where I have tried to mold myself instead of trusting Your skill.
How have I tried to force a change in my life that the Potter has not intended?
Creative Plans
The following is from the book "One Year Alone with God" by Ava Pennington page 164.
"Can I not...deal with you as this potter does?" declares the Lord. Jeremiah 18:6
It can be an inspiring experience to produce something from raw material. Whether we use colors to paint a landscape, words to weave a story, or clay to fashion pottery, the final product brings substance to what first appeared in our mind's eye.
God used the illustration of a potter to teach us something about our relationship with Him. The clay does not always cooperate. It may be too dry or wet, failing to form the desired shape. The potter may choose to add a little moisture or a little clay, or he may discard the entire batch.
Our Potter fashions His vessels according to His creative plans and purposes. In our particular situations, He may choose to add or remove something, but He never discards His people. He is continuously working in us to create vessels that will glorify Him.
We may not always understand what He is doing or why, but then why should we expect to? You and I are not the Potter.
Lord God, thank You for being my perfect Potter. Help me to trust Your creative purposes as You make me all that You intended for me to be.
What puzzling thing is the Potter doing in my life? How can I show Him my trust today?
"Can I not...deal with you as this potter does?" declares the Lord. Jeremiah 18:6
It can be an inspiring experience to produce something from raw material. Whether we use colors to paint a landscape, words to weave a story, or clay to fashion pottery, the final product brings substance to what first appeared in our mind's eye.
God used the illustration of a potter to teach us something about our relationship with Him. The clay does not always cooperate. It may be too dry or wet, failing to form the desired shape. The potter may choose to add a little moisture or a little clay, or he may discard the entire batch.
Our Potter fashions His vessels according to His creative plans and purposes. In our particular situations, He may choose to add or remove something, but He never discards His people. He is continuously working in us to create vessels that will glorify Him.
We may not always understand what He is doing or why, but then why should we expect to? You and I are not the Potter.
Lord God, thank You for being my perfect Potter. Help me to trust Your creative purposes as You make me all that You intended for me to be.
What puzzling thing is the Potter doing in my life? How can I show Him my trust today?
Thursday, June 27, 2013
June 27
The following is from the book Jesus Calling by Sarah Young. It is dated June 27. I needed this message today.
"Rest with Me a while. You have journeyed up a steep, rugged path in recent days. The way ahead is shrouded in uncertainty. Look neither behind you nor before you. Instead, focus your attention on Me, your constant Companion. Trust that I will equip you fully for whatever awaits you on your journey.
I designed time to be a protection for you. You couldn't bear to see all your life at once. Though I am unlimited by time, it is in the present moment that I meet you. Refresh yourself in My company, breathing deep draughts of My Presence. The highest level of trust is to enjoy Me moment by moment. I am with you, watching over you wherever you go. (Psalm 143:8; Genesis 28:15)"
"Rest with Me a while. You have journeyed up a steep, rugged path in recent days. The way ahead is shrouded in uncertainty. Look neither behind you nor before you. Instead, focus your attention on Me, your constant Companion. Trust that I will equip you fully for whatever awaits you on your journey.
I designed time to be a protection for you. You couldn't bear to see all your life at once. Though I am unlimited by time, it is in the present moment that I meet you. Refresh yourself in My company, breathing deep draughts of My Presence. The highest level of trust is to enjoy Me moment by moment. I am with you, watching over you wherever you go. (Psalm 143:8; Genesis 28:15)"
June 26
The following is from the book Jesus Calling by Sarah Young. It is dated June 26. I am posting it because I read it yesterday and the Lord knew I needed this message. So I have to share it with others.
"Stay calmly conscious of Me today, no matter what. Remember that I go before you as well as with you into the day. Nothing takes Me by surprise. I will not allow circumstances to overwhelm you, so long as you look to Me. I will help you cope with whatever the moment presents. Collaborating with Me brings blessings that far outweigh all your troubles. Awareness of My Presence contains Joy that can endure all eventualities.
(Psalm 23:1-4; 2 Corinthians 4:16-17)"
"Stay calmly conscious of Me today, no matter what. Remember that I go before you as well as with you into the day. Nothing takes Me by surprise. I will not allow circumstances to overwhelm you, so long as you look to Me. I will help you cope with whatever the moment presents. Collaborating with Me brings blessings that far outweigh all your troubles. Awareness of My Presence contains Joy that can endure all eventualities.
(Psalm 23:1-4; 2 Corinthians 4:16-17)"
Saturday, June 22, 2013
Please sign this petition
Usually I don't post stuff like this. But this is something I feel strongly about. Please sign if you have the time. I would really appreciate it and I am sure many of our military men/women would appreciate it as well.
https://petitions.whitehouse.gov/petition/revise-tape-test-method-military-body-fat-standards-good-service-members-are-being-kicked-out/Yw4HygDq#thank-you=p
https://petitions.whitehouse.gov/petition/revise-tape-test-method-military-body-fat-standards-good-service-members-are-being-kicked-out/Yw4HygDq#thank-you=p
Sunday, June 9, 2013
Yoda
Meet Yoda our new dog. He is approximately 7 months old. He is a German Shepherd mix. We aren't sure what he is mixed with. He is such a fun addition to our little family. He has a great personality and is very fun and loving. I am glad we all hit it off well. He is obedient for the most part and is just like a toddler. So it definitely is like having a kid in the house. Thankfully, he is house trained so we haven't had any problems with him so far.
We weren't planning on getting a dog so fast. But since the adoption fee was well within our budget boundaries we went for it. My hubby is glad for Yoda because now I will have company during his deployments. I will write again about the lessons I am learning with having Yoda.
We weren't planning on getting a dog so fast. But since the adoption fee was well within our budget boundaries we went for it. My hubby is glad for Yoda because now I will have company during his deployments. I will write again about the lessons I am learning with having Yoda.
Sunday, June 2, 2013
June 2, 2013
Yesterday my husband and I drove around the island. It took 2.5 hours because we stopped along the way to take pictures. Here are a few of our day.
June 1, 2013 Sunrise in Guam
Yesterday morning was a very momentous morning for me. My husband and I experienced our first sunrise together as a couple (something I have wanted to do with him but our schedules wouldn't allow for it). We went to the beach to experience it. It also was our first sunrise in Guam. It was amazing. The view was breath taking and the water is so clear. Here are some of the pictures.
Traveling to Guam
This week my husband and I moved to Guam so periodically from here on out you will hear about my/our adventures here on the island. But in the meantime I am sharing with you our adventure of actually coming to the island. It truly was an experience. We had to take three planes. The first flight was short and simple at just over and hour. Nothing major or exciting happened until we landed in LA and were trying to reach our connecting flight.
When we landed in LA we were delayed getting to the gate because of an Australian airline that was using the same gate. Apparently that plane was delayed leaving the gate which made our plane have to wait. Well all of this delayed made our 40 minute layover go by pretty fast. By the time we did get to the gate, we only had 10 minutes to get from our plane to the next terminal to reach our plane. We were then further delayed because it took me a long time to get my carry-on bag from the plane (we were on a small plane so they made me "check" my bag at the door before going to my seat). By the time that was said and done we have 5 minutes before our next flight was schedule to leave. So we spoke with the lady at the counter and explained our situation. She called the crew at the counter of our next plane and they assured the lady they would wait for us but that we needed to hurry so they can stay on time. So my husband and I said thank you to the lady and took of running like we were running away from a wild bear. By the time we got to the gate, I was out of breath and the crew were yelling our names as people were passing by trying to figure out which of the many people were actually us. As soon as we got on the plane they closed the doors and took off...Whew, talk about exhaustion.
Then proceeded the next 11 hours of my life. I have never been on a flight that was longer than 5 hours so this was definitely a challenge. We ended up sitting next to a lady who slept the entire flight for the exception of getting up once. It made it very hard for me to get up and move. I am definitely not a person who knows how to sit still for a very long time. So to help me keep still I used the TV screen on the back of the seat in from of me to play Sudoku and watch several movies.
After 11 hours we finally make it to Tokyo. We had a two hour layover before we get to board our final plane for this trip. When we got off the plane we were told we were directed to security. Trying to get through security took a little over an hour. Once we finished with security. we walked around the next terminal to our gate. By the time we got to our gate, we had 30 minutes to find a snack, use the bathroom and relax for our last leg of the trip. We got it all done and had 5 minutes to spare before they started boarding our flight.
The flight to Guam was just under 4 hours. There isn't any interesting info on this flight because my husband and I totally fell asleep and were in a deep sleep until we heard the Captain say we were preparing to land. Here are a few pictures from the flights....
When we landed in LA we were delayed getting to the gate because of an Australian airline that was using the same gate. Apparently that plane was delayed leaving the gate which made our plane have to wait. Well all of this delayed made our 40 minute layover go by pretty fast. By the time we did get to the gate, we only had 10 minutes to get from our plane to the next terminal to reach our plane. We were then further delayed because it took me a long time to get my carry-on bag from the plane (we were on a small plane so they made me "check" my bag at the door before going to my seat). By the time that was said and done we have 5 minutes before our next flight was schedule to leave. So we spoke with the lady at the counter and explained our situation. She called the crew at the counter of our next plane and they assured the lady they would wait for us but that we needed to hurry so they can stay on time. So my husband and I said thank you to the lady and took of running like we were running away from a wild bear. By the time we got to the gate, I was out of breath and the crew were yelling our names as people were passing by trying to figure out which of the many people were actually us. As soon as we got on the plane they closed the doors and took off...Whew, talk about exhaustion.
Then proceeded the next 11 hours of my life. I have never been on a flight that was longer than 5 hours so this was definitely a challenge. We ended up sitting next to a lady who slept the entire flight for the exception of getting up once. It made it very hard for me to get up and move. I am definitely not a person who knows how to sit still for a very long time. So to help me keep still I used the TV screen on the back of the seat in from of me to play Sudoku and watch several movies.
After 11 hours we finally make it to Tokyo. We had a two hour layover before we get to board our final plane for this trip. When we got off the plane we were told we were directed to security. Trying to get through security took a little over an hour. Once we finished with security. we walked around the next terminal to our gate. By the time we got to our gate, we had 30 minutes to find a snack, use the bathroom and relax for our last leg of the trip. We got it all done and had 5 minutes to spare before they started boarding our flight.
The flight to Guam was just under 4 hours. There isn't any interesting info on this flight because my husband and I totally fell asleep and were in a deep sleep until we heard the Captain say we were preparing to land. Here are a few pictures from the flights....
Monday, May 27, 2013
Thursday, May 16, 2013
Visiting....
Dear Readers,
Hello!! I just wanted to say hello and that I won't be blogging much over the next few weeks. My husband and I are visiting family and friends until the end of the month. I hope you guys have a great rest of the month and I will update my blog when I get a moment. Take care and be blessed.
In the meantime if you need to listen to a food for for thought check out this website: www.purposedriven.com/day1
It is from the book Purpose Driven Life by Rick Warren. Read it if you get a chance.
Always,
Simply That
Hello!! I just wanted to say hello and that I won't be blogging much over the next few weeks. My husband and I are visiting family and friends until the end of the month. I hope you guys have a great rest of the month and I will update my blog when I get a moment. Take care and be blessed.
In the meantime if you need to listen to a food for for thought check out this website: www.purposedriven.com/day1
It is from the book Purpose Driven Life by Rick Warren. Read it if you get a chance.
Always,
Simply That
Saturday, May 4, 2013
Emotions
Today has been an emotional day for me. My emotions literally have been all over the spectrum. I have been happy, sad, annoyed, slightly irritated/mad, excited, nostalgic, and mellow. So much is on my mind and plate lately. I just keep praying for God to maintain my sanity or to give me sanity. All I know is that God has a lot to sort out and work out.
No Explanations (Isaiah 40:21-31)
The following is from One Year Alone With God by Ava Pennington.
His understanding no one can fathom. Isaiah 40:28 NIV
Have you ever heard someone say, "I could never believe a God who allows suffering, or who doesn't let everyone go to heaven, or_____"? Fill in the blank with a variety of objections. What they are actually saying is they refuse to believe in a God they do not understand.
Is it possible to understand God completely? His Word tells us no, and for that we should be glad. If we could understand everything about God, He would not be God, He would merely be an exalted human being.
Can we understand some things about God? Absolutely, He reveals His nature and His ways in Scripture. It is there we also learn who we are in relation to who He is.
The day will come when all our questions will be answered. Paul tells us in 1 Corinthians 13:12, "For now we see in a mirror dimly, but then face to face, now I know in part, but then I will know fully just as I also have been fully known. "
Until that day, we believe in and worship a God who does not owe us any explanations.
Lord, thank You that who You are does not depend on my understanding.
Is there something I don't understand about God that has interfered with my worship and obedience to Him? What will I do with this question today?
His understanding no one can fathom. Isaiah 40:28 NIV
Have you ever heard someone say, "I could never believe a God who allows suffering, or who doesn't let everyone go to heaven, or_____"? Fill in the blank with a variety of objections. What they are actually saying is they refuse to believe in a God they do not understand.
Is it possible to understand God completely? His Word tells us no, and for that we should be glad. If we could understand everything about God, He would not be God, He would merely be an exalted human being.
Can we understand some things about God? Absolutely, He reveals His nature and His ways in Scripture. It is there we also learn who we are in relation to who He is.
The day will come when all our questions will be answered. Paul tells us in 1 Corinthians 13:12, "For now we see in a mirror dimly, but then face to face, now I know in part, but then I will know fully just as I also have been fully known. "
Until that day, we believe in and worship a God who does not owe us any explanations.
Lord, thank You that who You are does not depend on my understanding.
Is there something I don't understand about God that has interfered with my worship and obedience to Him? What will I do with this question today?
Monday, April 29, 2013
Cousins?
This morning, I was on Facebook trying to post a comment on my friends wall when I noticed it said that we have two friends in common. I found this odd because, I only met this person last year. So I looked at our mutual friends and noticed that this friend was friends with two of my cousins. So I do the next logical thing, I sent a text to my friend and my cousin to inquire about this connection. Turns out that my friend is a cousin of my two my cousins. So now my friend has just become my cousin, LOL. Leave it to Facebook to introduce you to family you didn't know you had. Seriously, this world gets smaller and smaller every day.
Sunday, April 28, 2013
Batting at the mall
My husband and I are the mall earlier today when we saw in my opinion the strangest thing to happen at a mall.. This father was teaching his son how to swing a baseball bat in the middle of the mall. He discussed the position, how to hold a bat, etc. And then they proceeded to do a few rounds. I stood there watching thinking to myself, "Umm, this can't be safe for those of us who are just trying to run some errands. Wait, a second, why aren't they at a baseball field? Umm, Sir do you mind taking your bonding moment with your son to the baseball field before someone get hurts?"
My life is so random and so are the things that I see on a very daily basis.
My life is so random and so are the things that I see on a very daily basis.
Thursday, April 25, 2013
The not so pleasant smell of the air
Yesterday, I walked from the dry-cleaners back to base so that I could continue my errands for the day. As I was walking a most awful smell hit my nose. When the wind blew, the air smelled like a bad case of clostridium difficile. For those of you who work in the medical field you know that, that is just not a pleasant smell. For those of you who don't here is the other analogy I used to describe the stench of the air....if the air wasn't blowing it smelled like a bad case of diarrhea from a breast-fed-infant. Oh the joys and adventures that I have when I go walking.
Monday, April 22, 2013
A Conversation With God
Me: (in a tizzy): God, can I ask you something?
God: Sure.
Me: Promise you won't get mad
God: I promise.
Me: (frustrated): Why did you let so much stuff happen to me today?
God: What do you mean?
Me: Well, I woke up late.
God: Yes
Me: My car took forever to start.
God: Okay...
Me: (growling): At lunch, they made my sandwich wrong and I had to wait.
God: Hmmmm...
Me: On the way home, my phone went dead, just as I picked up a call
God: All right
Me: (loudly): And to top it all off, when I got home, I just wanted to soak my feet in my foot massager and relax, but it wouldn't work. Nothing went right today! Why did You do that?
God: Well let me see......the death angel as at your bed this morning and I had to sen d one of the other angels to battle him for your life. I let you sleep through that.
Me: (humbled): Oh...
God: I didn't let your car start because there was a drunk driver on your route that might have hit you if you were on the road.
Me: (ashamed): .......
God: The first person who made your sandwich today was sick and I didn't want you to catch what they have, I knew you couldn't afford to miss work.
Me: (embarrassed): Oh.....
God: Your phone went dead because the person that was calling was going to give a false witness about what you said on that call, I didn't even let you talk to them so you would be covered.
Me: (softly): I see God.
God: Oh and that foot massager, it had a short that was going to throw out all of the power in your house tonight. I didn't think you wanted to be in the dark.
Me: I'm sorry God.
God: Don't be sorry, just learn to trust me....in all things, the good and the bad.
Me: I will trust you God.
God: And don't doubt that my plan for your day is always better than your plan.
Me: I won't God. And let me just tell you God, than you for everything today.
God: You're welcome child. It was just another day being your God and I love looking after my children.
Scriptural References: 2 Samuel 22:31, Proverbs 3:5, Hebrews 2:13
God: Sure.
Me: Promise you won't get mad
God: I promise.
Me: (frustrated): Why did you let so much stuff happen to me today?
God: What do you mean?
Me: Well, I woke up late.
God: Yes
Me: My car took forever to start.
God: Okay...
Me: (growling): At lunch, they made my sandwich wrong and I had to wait.
God: Hmmmm...
Me: On the way home, my phone went dead, just as I picked up a call
God: All right
Me: (loudly): And to top it all off, when I got home, I just wanted to soak my feet in my foot massager and relax, but it wouldn't work. Nothing went right today! Why did You do that?
God: Well let me see......the death angel as at your bed this morning and I had to sen d one of the other angels to battle him for your life. I let you sleep through that.
Me: (humbled): Oh...
God: I didn't let your car start because there was a drunk driver on your route that might have hit you if you were on the road.
Me: (ashamed): .......
God: The first person who made your sandwich today was sick and I didn't want you to catch what they have, I knew you couldn't afford to miss work.
Me: (embarrassed): Oh.....
God: Your phone went dead because the person that was calling was going to give a false witness about what you said on that call, I didn't even let you talk to them so you would be covered.
Me: (softly): I see God.
God: Oh and that foot massager, it had a short that was going to throw out all of the power in your house tonight. I didn't think you wanted to be in the dark.
Me: I'm sorry God.
God: Don't be sorry, just learn to trust me....in all things, the good and the bad.
Me: I will trust you God.
God: And don't doubt that my plan for your day is always better than your plan.
Me: I won't God. And let me just tell you God, than you for everything today.
God: You're welcome child. It was just another day being your God and I love looking after my children.
Scriptural References: 2 Samuel 22:31, Proverbs 3:5, Hebrews 2:13
Thought of the Day: April 22, 2013
Something to think about...how would you answer these questions from Jesus?
If you never felt pain, then how would you know that I am a Healer?
If you never had to pray, how would you know that I am a Deliverer?
If you never had a trail, how could you call yourself an overcomer?
If you never felt sadness, how would you know that I am a Comforter?
If you never made a mistake, how would you know that I am a Forgiver?
If you knew all, how would you know that I will answer your questions?
If you never were in trouble, how would you know that I will come to your rescue?
If you never were broken, then how would you know that I can make you whole?
If you never had a problem, how would you know that I can solve them?
If you never had any suffering, then how you know what I went through?
If you never went through the fire, then how would you become pure?
If I gave you all things, how would you appreciate them?
If I never corrected you, how would you know that I love you?
If you had all power, then how would you learn to depend on me?
If your life was perfect, then what would you need me for?
Love,
Jesus
Jesus
Walk Through by The Osteen's
Today's Scripture
"Though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for You are with me..." (Psalm 23:4, NKJV)
Today's Word
Have you ever gone through something and felt like it was the valley of the shadow of death? During the tough times, it's easy to get discouraged. But I love what it says in today's verse, "though I walk through..."
No matter what you are facing today, know this: you are not alone, and you are just walking though. You don't have to stop and live in the tough times! They are only temporary, I encourage you today; don't allow fear to paralyze you in the middle of "the valley of the shadow of death." Remember, God is walking with you. He is walking beside you. He is strengthening you. He is making a way of escape for you. He is lining up people and situations to bring you out of that tough place into a place of strength and victory.
Today, don't give up! Press on and walk through! Start to get a vision of your life on the other side. See yourself more loving, more faithful, stronger, and more blessed than ever before. As you keep moving forward and walking through, you will get to the other side and walk in the victory God has prepared for you!
A Prayer For Today
Heavenly Father, thank You for Your faithfulness in my life. Thank You for walking with me even in the hard times. I trust that You are taking me through my circumstances to a place of victory and strength in Jesus' name. Amen
--Joel & Victoria Osteen
"Though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for You are with me..." (Psalm 23:4, NKJV)
Today's Word
Have you ever gone through something and felt like it was the valley of the shadow of death? During the tough times, it's easy to get discouraged. But I love what it says in today's verse, "though I walk through..."
No matter what you are facing today, know this: you are not alone, and you are just walking though. You don't have to stop and live in the tough times! They are only temporary, I encourage you today; don't allow fear to paralyze you in the middle of "the valley of the shadow of death." Remember, God is walking with you. He is walking beside you. He is strengthening you. He is making a way of escape for you. He is lining up people and situations to bring you out of that tough place into a place of strength and victory.
Today, don't give up! Press on and walk through! Start to get a vision of your life on the other side. See yourself more loving, more faithful, stronger, and more blessed than ever before. As you keep moving forward and walking through, you will get to the other side and walk in the victory God has prepared for you!
A Prayer For Today
Heavenly Father, thank You for Your faithfulness in my life. Thank You for walking with me even in the hard times. I trust that You are taking me through my circumstances to a place of victory and strength in Jesus' name. Amen
--Joel & Victoria Osteen
Friday, April 12, 2013
Tammy and our goodbye
This morning I had to say goodbye to my friend Tammy*. She is moving away. It was a very sad moment for me. I just met Tammy a few months ago but in the past two months we really got to know each other and hang out with each other. I truly enjoyed her company and our conversations. She really impacted my life in a positive way. In fact, she was an answer to prayer. She is such a sweet person and just has an amazing personality. She like my husband is in the military. Thanks Tammy for your service and contribution. I admire her for being in the military. She has so much spunk and joy for life. Anyway, we had a lot of fun together, we went shopping, ate lots of food, watched movies, etc. We also worked out together. We did Zumba and Taebo (yes there are still some people who do Taebo). The past few days we turned them into "girls day in" and we were bums on the couch. It was quite relaxing and took our minds away from the sad reality that our current path was coming to an end. I helped her packed. Then this morning I helped her with the last few things then helped her load her car up for her long drive to her "new" home. I hate saying goodbye especially to people I care about. I will miss her. I pray the Lord continues to bless her and that our paths will cross again. I am so looking forward to hanging out with her again. (I'm praying selfishly (I say selfishly because, I don't know what God has planned for her but I hope to interfere so..) that she ends up stationed on the same base with my husband and I next year).
*Tammy is not her real name, as per my rule of keeping the people I blog about anonymous in some fashion.
*Tammy is not her real name, as per my rule of keeping the people I blog about anonymous in some fashion.
Lessons from Job (part 5)
This is the last part of my lessons on Job. It is a summarization of the chapters 23-42.
- Job sinks down lower in his depression and starts to blame God.
- A young person who was standing by listening to Job and his friends, speaks up and asks Job some tough questions. (ie: Can a person truly blame God? Can anyone truly say and believe that God is unfair?
- Then comes my favorite part of this entire book: God answers Job. God talks about His power, creations, and everything in between. He then questions Job, since you blame Me can you do any of the things I speak of? That question and many of the other questions that we see in the last few chapters of Job, God can ask us at any moment in our lives. If we really take a good look at our lives, nature, and the things of life around us---I can guarantee (that even in the darkest valley of life) we can see the awesomeness and glory of God. I challenge myself and those of you reading, that today and everyday going forward to take a moment to experience God around you. Look at your life and really count the blessings. We all have them, we just need to step back and watch God. Ask forgiveness because I am sure like myself (yes, I'm guilty too) we are moving so fast we forget to thank Him or even acknowledge His presence.
The books ends with God forgiving Job and his friends and pouring out an abundance of blessings on Job and his family.
Step out on faith, trust God and receive your blessings today.
Sunday, April 7, 2013
Lessons from Job part 4
Today I read Job 19-22 but for the purpose of this post I am focusing on chapters 19 and 21.
Job shows us its okay to be mad at and with God. Job asks a lot of tough questions about how and why life is so unfair. In fact, if you read these two chapters I am sure you have asked the same questions at some point in your life or stated that life isn't fair, etc. Despite all of this Job answers his own questions in verses Job 19:25-27. Read these verses for yourself but this how I paraphrased it. Job says his Redeemer lives and though things aren't right here--one glorious day it will all be worth it because he will see Jesus.
I know the definition or redeemer but I wanted to look up the definition again, so I googled it. One definition I found said "a person who redeems, especially Jesus". So then I googled redeems. The definition I found said "to free from what or harms, to buy back, to free or help to overcome something, to free from sin, to change for the better".
All that and more describes my Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. And it is a blessed hope that though life is unfair at times, there is hope in Jesus. Praise the Lord.
To be continued...
Job shows us its okay to be mad at and with God. Job asks a lot of tough questions about how and why life is so unfair. In fact, if you read these two chapters I am sure you have asked the same questions at some point in your life or stated that life isn't fair, etc. Despite all of this Job answers his own questions in verses Job 19:25-27. Read these verses for yourself but this how I paraphrased it. Job says his Redeemer lives and though things aren't right here--one glorious day it will all be worth it because he will see Jesus.
I know the definition or redeemer but I wanted to look up the definition again, so I googled it. One definition I found said "a person who redeems, especially Jesus". So then I googled redeems. The definition I found said "to free from what or harms, to buy back, to free or help to overcome something, to free from sin, to change for the better".
All that and more describes my Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. And it is a blessed hope that though life is unfair at times, there is hope in Jesus. Praise the Lord.
To be continued...
Saturday, April 6, 2013
Lessons from Job part 3
Today I read chapters 11-18, these are the lessons that I learned:
- Good things happen to good people and good things happen to bad people. Bad things happen to good people and bad things happen to bad people. This proves (in my opinion) that God is fair and just to all. Yes, I know its much deeper than that but this is essentially the bottom line. Job chapter 12 and part of 13 Job discusses the wisdom and greatness of God. We as humans will never fully understand or comprehend God's way. We just need to build that trust and relationship with Him.
- Chapters 13, 14 and 17: Job talks to God. In these three chapters I feel God telling me: "This is the relationship I want you to have with ME". Job had such a close relationship with God that he felt comfortable enough to go before God and state his case. He laid it all out on the table. We need not be afraid of God. If we ask Him to draw us closer to Him and build that relationship with Him, we too can feel comfortable to tell God anything and everything. We won't have to feel like we are wasting God's time, or that we aren't important to Him, etc.
- Also in chapter 13. I learned that there are times that we may sinned unknowingly. Job knew in his hear that he hadn't done wrong in the site of the Lord. But just in case he did he asked God to show him his sins. WE need to do that in our lives daily. There will be times when we may have sinned or hurt a person unknowingly and by asking God--He can reveal it to us if need be so the issue can be resolved, etc
- Our individual relationship with God will never be fully understood by our family, friends or the people around us. It's individual. People may be able to relate to parts of it but never completely. We see this with Job's friends. As Job is pouring out his heart to God, his friends are asking him how can he talk to God like that, does he not know that he has sinned etc. The answer is simple, Job knows God on that level ( he had developed a profound faith and trust in God) and knows that in the end whatever God wills-will happen and that all will be well (even if he in his human form doesn't understand).
To be continued
Friday, April 5, 2013
D.V.
The following is from Battlefield of the Mind Devotional by Joyce Meyer
Bible Reading: James 4: 13-15
Lessons from Job part 2
Today I read Job chapters 5-10...this are the lessons that I learned.
- Friends generally tend to be conditional. We need to pray that we will be unconditional friends. Don't get me wrong there will be people in our lives that are placed in our lives for a season. However, when we are called to be a friend we don't need to be that friend, that when our friends are down we beat them further down. (Chapters 4, 5, 8) Job is in the pits emotionally and his friends come to "help" him. They know his character but instead of sticking to that they jump to the conclusion that though they thought they knew him he obviously had done wrong to experience the wrath of God in this way. This brings me to lesson #2...
- When the people around us are suffering we need to ask God in what capacity if any do we need to serve our suffering friend. We need to pray instead of jumping to conclusion or giving our own opinions on the matter. God will show us how to serve our friend. It may be as simple as a hug, a shoulder to cry on, or He may give you a profound message for your friend, etc. Whatever it is, let God lead instead of going on human judgment. (This is hard to do. I'm guilty of jumping to conclusions but with God's help I will do better). (Chapters 4,5,8)
- In Job 9, we start to visit the awesome-ness of God. We will visit this later but for now let's look at verse 4. In the Clear Word bible it says it best: "God's wisdom is profound, and His power is beyond what man can measure."
- (Chapters 6,7,10) IN the previous post we visited the idea that it is okay to be depressed and sad. Lets look at it a little deeper. In these 3 chapters, Job talks about his pain, suffering and his lack of will for continuing to live. In 10 we see that here he is telling God how he really feels and thinks about his situations. We also see Job explaining his options through his human eyes. This leads me to think (and I will continue this topic at a later time) that it truly is ok to be down in the dumps however there are a few things that we need to do:
- Turn to God, tell him how you feel
- Don't let the dump become your permanent status
- Turning against God is never a good solution. (In the Clear Word Bible Job 10:15 says "if I turn against You, I am in trouble".
To be continued....
Thursday, April 4, 2013
Lost Keys and my lessons from God
Two weeks ago today (literally on a Thursday), I lost my keys. I was walking to my dentist appointment on March 21, 2013. A few days before my appointment it snowed almost 11 inches. The morning of my appointment it was snowing but it wasn't heavy so I decided to walk. Because it was so cold and I was walking I decided that I would just take whatever I needed in my pockets instead of taking a purse or a small bag. I grabbed my wallet, my ipod, a pack of tissue, my lip balm, my cellphone, and my keys and stuffed them all in my pocket. Well, about halfway I checked my phone to see what time it was and how I was doing on time so I can figure out if I could continue my pace or walk faster. While checking my phone I realized that I didn't feel my keys in my pocket. I checked both pockets and looked in the area I had stopped and I didn't see my keys. Well as life would have it, I didn't have enough time to back track and still make it to my appointment on time. So I said a prayer and asked God to keep my keys safe and I continued on my way to the dentist. After the dentist, I back-tracked my steps and to no avail my keys were nowhere to be found.
For the next 7 days I retraced my steps with no success of finding my keys. I was so frustrated and upset and I made it very clear to God that I was upset and frustrated. I was more upset and frustrated at myself for losing the keys because I haven't lost keys in my life. I have definitely misplaced them in the most oddest places one can imagine but never truly lost them. For example a few years ago, I misplaced my keys and found them in the freezer. To this day, I am not sure how they ended up there but I am glad I found them. Anyway, I was upset with God on some level because I knew He knew I needed to find the keys and I knew that He knew where they were. Well after 7 days I gave up and just stopped looking for the keys.
Well this morning, I decided to walk to the pharmacy. As I started my journey, I hear a car behind me honking and I ignore because I don't know anyone that would be honking at me. So I keep walking; a few seconds later, I hear the car pull up beside me and continues to honk. So I turn towards the driver to figure out what it is that he needs. The next few moments were so surreal. He tells me that he saw me walking a few weeks ago and wanted to know if I had dropped my keys. So I explain to him that I have but wasn't able to find them. So he tells me that he and his dog found them the very day that I dropped them and that he has been looking for me ever since. To make a long story short, He drove me to where he had placed the keys that morning in hopes that I would walk by. He said that every day he would place the keys on a tree branch at the corner of the street that we crossed paths two weeks ago. Hoping i would see it as I walked by.
WOW!! God is truly amazing!!!! I learned several lessons in this situation.
For the next 7 days I retraced my steps with no success of finding my keys. I was so frustrated and upset and I made it very clear to God that I was upset and frustrated. I was more upset and frustrated at myself for losing the keys because I haven't lost keys in my life. I have definitely misplaced them in the most oddest places one can imagine but never truly lost them. For example a few years ago, I misplaced my keys and found them in the freezer. To this day, I am not sure how they ended up there but I am glad I found them. Anyway, I was upset with God on some level because I knew He knew I needed to find the keys and I knew that He knew where they were. Well after 7 days I gave up and just stopped looking for the keys.
Well this morning, I decided to walk to the pharmacy. As I started my journey, I hear a car behind me honking and I ignore because I don't know anyone that would be honking at me. So I keep walking; a few seconds later, I hear the car pull up beside me and continues to honk. So I turn towards the driver to figure out what it is that he needs. The next few moments were so surreal. He tells me that he saw me walking a few weeks ago and wanted to know if I had dropped my keys. So I explain to him that I have but wasn't able to find them. So he tells me that he and his dog found them the very day that I dropped them and that he has been looking for me ever since. To make a long story short, He drove me to where he had placed the keys that morning in hopes that I would walk by. He said that every day he would place the keys on a tree branch at the corner of the street that we crossed paths two weeks ago. Hoping i would see it as I walked by.
WOW!! God is truly amazing!!!! I learned several lessons in this situation.
- God has one of three answers when we pray to Him. They are: NO, YES, or WAIT.
- My personal lesson that I needed to work on was patience and having peace with God's answer and timing. God has His own time table.
- God tells us to Look Up because that is where our help comes from. We look to Him for our help,etc. So if I had walked with my head up and looking up I would have found the keys from day one. Instead, I was walking with my head down because I knew I had dropped them in the snow. So now whenever I have a problem I will just look up and look to Jesus for my help and guidance.
Positive Belief
The following is an excerpt from the Battlefield of the Mind Devotional by Joyce Meyer
Bible Reading: Romans 4:18-21
From the book Battlefield of the Mind Devotional by Joyce Meyer. Copyright © 2005 by Joyce Meyer. Published by FaithWords. All rights reserved.
Bible Reading: Romans 4:18-21
From the book Battlefield of the Mind Devotional by Joyce Meyer. Copyright © 2005 by Joyce Meyer. Published by FaithWords. All rights reserved.
Defeating Unbelief
The following is an excerpt from Battlefield of the Mind Devotional by Joyce Meyer.
Bible Reading: 1 Peter 5:8-9
Bible Reading: 1 Peter 5:8-9
Lessons from Job part 1
Disclaimer: I am not a pastor or a bible scholar, etc so please open and read the word of God for yourselves and as you do so please ask Him to reveal His truth and plan for you.
Now that I have that disclaimer out of the way, I am starting a series on Job. I am not sure how long this series will be. This morning as I was having my Jesus time I started reading the book of Job in the bible. This isn't the first time I am reading it. But it is the first time that I am reading it with the intent to learn several lessons that God wants me to learn. Hence the series I am now starting. I learned 4 lessons this morning and felt like God wanted to not only apply it to my life but to share it with who ever takes the time to read my blogs.
4 Lessons we can learn from Job (chapters 1-3)
Now that I have that disclaimer out of the way, I am starting a series on Job. I am not sure how long this series will be. This morning as I was having my Jesus time I started reading the book of Job in the bible. This isn't the first time I am reading it. But it is the first time that I am reading it with the intent to learn several lessons that God wants me to learn. Hence the series I am now starting. I learned 4 lessons this morning and felt like God wanted to not only apply it to my life but to share it with who ever takes the time to read my blogs.
4 Lessons we can learn from Job (chapters 1-3)
- Satan can do nothing without first asking God for permission (chapters 1 and 2).
- Job says it best; Job 2:10: "When God sends us good, we praise Him. When He permits trouble to come shall we curse Him?"
- The answer is no because God is always faithful. Just because He is allowing trials to come does not mean that He will not work it out for us.
- Piggy-backing on #2: When troubles come it sometimes mean that God is testing our faith and trust in Him (see Job 1:8-12 and Job 2:3-7). In this particular care, God was showing Satan that despite the calamity that befalls him---Job would still love God, be loyal, blameless and faithful.
- It's okay to be depressed and sad; yet through the pain and hurt we need to hang on to God for dear life (see Job 3).
To be continued....
Wednesday, April 3, 2013
Press Pause (the youtube version)
(This is a repost of the previous blog because some of you said you were unable to see the other video's. I hope this works for you guys :) I am keeping the other post because they are my favorite versions of the songs.)
My dear readers,
Lets press pause and take a few moments and just sit back and lets praise the Lord together....I can promise you if you are having a bad day and you listen to a few of these songs you will feel better. Just give it all to Jesus, He will help you through it all.
My dear readers,
Lets press pause and take a few moments and just sit back and lets praise the Lord together....I can promise you if you are having a bad day and you listen to a few of these songs you will feel better. Just give it all to Jesus, He will help you through it all.
When life gets broken
I've Just Seen Jesus
He's Alive
It is Finished
More Than Wonderful
We Shall Behold Him
In The Name Of The Lord
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